Arg i miss my baby so bad. But atleast i get to see her for 2 hours tomorrow YAY. Then it will be another week blah. But hopefully she will behave and be obediant now. not to much to really say right now but im glad i woke up this morning it was a beautiful day. And yea lol im still here i survived the day. Well im actually a bit tired so im gonna go hit the hay sacker and wake up for an exciting day tomorrow. So fairwell my fellow bloggers.

Chris

Had to take Chhaya (My dog) to the K-9 Boot camp today i wont see it till sat then i wont see here till the 28th. I miss her already and its only been 8 hours or so.but atleast i feel much better that she has other dogs and stuff to play with then to be locked up at my house while im at work. So im thankful for that. I just think its a bit cruel to leave her alone shes only 5 1/2 months old. On other news we are almost done constructing the house on the job site. Got my big butt up on the third floor walking around on 6" Beams of wood. Whew glad thats over they dont relize its extremly hard to walk around on them things with a foot that is bigger then the truss are apart. Take an 18" foot and turn it sideways its a bit wider then 6" beam. But oh well if i fall workers comp i suppose. Good friend on mine on the job site just almost got his finger hacked over with a circular saw. Good thing it was only set 1/4 so it just went halfway threw his finger. Hope he is doing better soon so send up some prayers. Alright ill be back gotta go to the bathroom and start some dinner.

Chris

Holy hell i stumbled accross this video of a guy benching 800 pounds. Well im half way there lmfao I cant imagine benching that much. I swear i feel like i am gonna crap out my kidneys when i do 445. But yea went and cashed my check and what not. Woot love the yo hoo. 8-)~. Im kinda surprised so many people kept checking up on me and wanted my return. Hey i guess you do have friends everywhere that you might not be aware of. Alright i got to go to the store cooking a special treat for my family tonight. Got to pick up some pork tenderlions, 2 oranges, ginger and a few other things and start perpairing. Alright fellow bloggers Take care and ill talk to yea soon

Chris

I took my blog down for a while because i was finiding it hard to continue to come here and post. But threw everyones persistence i suppose i can bring it back atleast for the ones i care about here. So give me a day or two and i will try to bring it back. Thank you all.

Chris

Wow like usual. The world sucks once again. I have a tendancy to live a lie. Everyone decides that it must be a good idea to constently lie to me. I am at a crossroads where i dont want to be here. Becuase the one thing i have is my word and i cant trust anyone anymore. I dont know how people can live with themselves. Specially if you try to live your life looking at the brighter side of things. Life isnt that bad. Its what you do with it that make it seem that way. Some people think drinking is living. But think about it. Drinking is dieing. Each day you waste getting your little chance to feel free while drunk, Is just slowly killing you inside. But hey, i suppose some people just have nothing better in there life but to have pity among themselves. A weakness that can no longer be helped. Well i wish you luck on your long lonely journey filled with dissappointments. In the end it was all about the choices that you choosed to abid by... So ill leave you with this.....

Michael is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good
mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would
be twins!"

He was a natural motivator.

If an employee was having a bad day, Michael was there telling the
employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to
Michael and asked him, "I don't get it!

You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Michael replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have
two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can
choose to be in a bad mood.

I choose to be in a good mood."

Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I
can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.

Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept
their complaining or... I can point out the positive side of life. I
choose the positive side of life.

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested.

"Yes, it is," Michael said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut
away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you
react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood.

You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's
your choice how you live your life."

I reflected on what Michael said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower
Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought
about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Michael was involved in a serious
accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Michael was
released from the hospital with rods placed in his back.

I saw Michael about six months after the accident.

When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be
twins Wanna see my scars?"

I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through
his mind as the accident took place.

"The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my
soon-to-be born daughter," Michael replied. "Then, as I lay on the
ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live
or..I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked.

Michael continued, ".the paramedics were great.

They kept telling me I was going to be fine.But when they wheeled me
into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and
nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'.
I knew I needed to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked.

"Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said
Michael. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes, I replied.'
The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I
took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity'."

Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to live. Operate on
me as if I am alive, not dead."

Michael lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of
his amazing attitude... I learned from him that every day we have the
choice to live fully.

Attitude, after all, is everything.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about
itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34

After all today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.

Here are teh pictures of the beach scene i promised id show.

thats Miya next to the florida snowman lmfao

Thats bob , Leann, Miya

couldnt forget holloween lmfao

Im at a stand still. I dont know if i sould keep this blog or not. I mean i have fun with the few that actually stay in touch but other then that. its just so so. My life isnt that great to wright down on paper so im sure all i do is bore everyone that reads it. so give me your honest answers if i sould or souldnt thanks

Arg Well i went to work today with my knee being still messed up. They called me in today to do whats called suicied watch. I just sit there and watch a screen all day woot boring. But you know its my luck. i was sitting there and of course the knee that was hurting i had proped up, and sure enough here comes a 300 pound fixture from the top of the thing above me. Landed smack down on my thigh. OMG my thigh has been completly turned black. it was past the stage of blue. It was BLACK. and now sure enough im sitting here in even more pain all because my knee was starting to feel beter Blah. lmfao Oh well ill live it will be a new day tomorrow and i wont let it effect my healing process. So i hope you all have a wonderful day Hugs and kisses to all. Muah <8-)>. and a special hug and kiss to My baby XOXOXO

Chris

Im at a confusion state right now. I understand where alot of ladys come from about the oppisite sex. But why is it most men seem to put on a front to get what they want from the ladys. They put this retarded front on and after they seem to get what they want they tend to just push her away. I dont know if its cause i was raised by a single mother and taught the importance of guinuwine love and effectionate care to the oppisite sex. I just dont seem to get it. I have a wonderful friend, she deserves so much good in her life, but yet shes always getting the short end of the stick. Its painful to see her go threw what she goes threw and yet still has the mentallity to be so sweet to everyone. I just want to give a shout out to you sarah. Your a wonderful person girl dont ever change who you are, you will find the person of your dreams one day. Just rember no one and i mean NO ONE has a right to make you bare a scar on there behalf. On another note. Kristi is so precious omg. I love you baby. Muah. Im working on a poem that i will hope to share with you guys later on so till then take care and god bless.

Chris

Well i was helping a one of my dear friends out and i stumbled accross her new poem she wrote for autistic children.  I found it captivating so i would love to share this poem with you all. Plz note i did not wright this one. One of my good friends named sarah is responciable for this poem.

I am just a small face,

in this world we call our own,

I am just a fragile voice,

left in my world all alone.

I care deeply,

I love deeply,

I am the same,

but more different then you,

I am a child with Autism,

a heart so pure and true.

I am not contagious,

don't be scared to come close,

just your love and attention,

that's what I crave most.

I am not unintelligent,

I just act differently then you,

it's not that I don't understand,

I see things from a

different point of view.

I may throw my fits,

only because I don't

know what to say,

so please don't point and stare,

I never asked to be this way.

No one understands,

I fear to be alone,

so please show me the

comapssion I desire,

or my potentional is left unknown.

I am human,

I am brave,

understanding and acceptance,

know that I belong,

everything I crave.

My intentions

so innocent and pure,

why must I live

with this constant frustration,

forver to endure?

Search in your heart,

and see that I am more like you,

it's not what you say,

but how you act on what you do.

So please don't laugh at me,

or call me hurtful names,

I am not that different from you,

we are more alike, the same.

Let me know what you guys think of the poem i just think its beautiful.

Chris

I guess my cruisline question was a bust not that many people love me 8-(. But its ok i come to my blog just to listen to the music. Dont tell anyone but for some reason this song means alot to me and i dont fully understand why. It just brings tears to me. Hum oh well i guess. My knee is getting better finally i can walk for 5 mins without pain. On eof my good friends is going to come down the 27th so im excited about that one. Dont knwo what where gonna do yet but well figure something out. Im having trouble sleeping. I suppose i have to many things on my mind, upcoming events and whatnot. Someone asked me if i had one wish what would it be. And i use to know the answer to that but when i actually tried to speak an answer something else came out. That is so true. I looked at him and told stephen that i would be in a beach home in sarasota. On a blanket sitting with kristina on a breezy cool fall day. from sunrise to sunset. No worries, Just a southern comfort that i will find when im with her.  But enough of my babbling.. Theres not much more to really say so im gonna end this one and hopefully some more people can read the post before this and maybe give me an answer on the question. Thanks for your time to veiw my inner thoughts "Some what" have a wonderful day and god bless

Chris